22 December 2017
I think maybe denial is a coping strategy that is underrated. “I’m not sick.” It just pisses me off to lag or slow down the travel in any way. Lorena has to bully me at times to slow down. I hate to admit it, but I know it true and she is right. Anyway, today we went to the music concert hall and then just shopped and stayed low.
This AM I saw a bus and just started running. Now I don’t have the lungs or breath to run but damn if I am going to slow down this adventure. Lorena gets on after me and we plop down breathing hard. “Is this the V13? “ Hell if I know, I thought Lorena indicated to get on. I felt terrible that we were on the wrong bus and then bang- it is the V15 which is actually the correct bus. Who knew we needed the VA 15 all along? This is the magic of traveling. You try and control things but there is so much left to chance when you half understand what is going on. It shines a light on how little control you have. It makes me laugh. There are several basic BCN sights we have somehow missed along the way, and the Palau de la Música Catalana is one of them. This late 19th century Modernista extravaganza was designed by Lluís Domènech i Montaner, one of Gaudí’s contemporaries, and the same architect that designed the incredible public hospital (now museum) of Sant Pau. Barcelona’s “Modernista” aligns with Art Nouveau, and predates the more minimalist abstractions of Picasso and other modernist artists. Its pleasure for me comes out of its excesses. For me it aligns with camp sensibility or with rococo.
The palace is magical with all the mosaics and tiles. There are lots of steps and Lorena’s knee is hurting her so she asks to take the elevator (it is right there next to the steps). The guide stands up on steps above the whole group and calls out to the guard, “come over here, this one needs the elevator“ followed by the explanation that “security” would need to be involved. It was so awful and I felt bad for Lorena but it all happened so fast I did not know what to do. (boy do I hear the helper in that statement). Anyway, Lorena said, “no, no it’s all right” and we continued on.
The message was the reach of the Palau goes well beyond Catalunya to embrace internationalism! To me it feels like internationalism in the service of nationalism. I’m probably oversensitive to this dynamic, but all this international messaging seems to be only another way to support the claim of nationhood by positioning Catalunya as culturally among equals when it comes to the art of other European nations: Beethoven, Wagner, Chopin, Verdi shoulder to shoulder with Catalonian composers and musicians. Who says the arts don’t matter?



